Friday, January 27, 2012.
1:29 AM
Heyy.
Kinda rare for me to post here. Just wanna say some stuff out. And it happened again the stuffs that I typed were gone. Nvm I'll type again.
I read your blog. I asked you bout whether did I make you feel lonely and after thinking about it, it feels like a retarded question.
Reassurance.
I guess I didn't really understand what it means? Like in my opinion I think like maybe I have not given enough of it. Then it is my fault.
And you mentioned that you feel lonely too. Well, to be honest I felt a little hurt when I saw that you feel lonely and don't feel beautiful about yourself. It's just me that I didn't do what I'm suppose to do. I don't know what to say. Maybe I still have lots of things to learn about.
I feel really disappointed in myself. Disappointed in the fact that I made the other half in the relationship feel lonely. And worse thing is I don't know what to do. Damn.
I just want you to know that no matter what, I will give it my best shot. Love you. <3
~yC~
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Sunday, January 22, 2012.
10:42 AM
Hello! Time to post on my blog again!
Time really passes very fast. It's like we just started j2s life and so fast we may not be able to get used to. And at this point I fell asleep typing it. HAHA. Anyways just wanted to say j2 had been a hectic life so far. However, I enjoy it. One of the reason why is because you are here. It's because of you that keeps me going on to do those work and push through the night doing homework. Love you (:
Oh and hope that you had fun yesterday or enjoyed it. Well I enjoyed it everytime I'm with you (:
Bye!~~
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Sunday, January 15, 2012.
9:01 PM
Went to lib to study today. Had fun and quite productive actually. (: but something happened and you looked emo in the end. I guess it's really me again. I manage to screw things up everytime. Quarrelled over sending you home issue again. Really wished I could turn back time. And when I see you walking towards ur house should've hugged you from the back. But I guess its all too late. Just really hope that you can cheer up soon. Cheer up Kay? I'm sorry.
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Thursday, December 15, 2011.
1:59 AM
Hello!! Here to post before I leave for Korea. Don't know why can't sleep yet! Hahaha. Not really super excited sia. Like half excited half sian. Don't know why. HAHA. anyways, these few days enjoyed it. In like 12 hrs time I would be going on the plane to Korea. Hahaha. Well I'll try to have fun but gonna miss you! Hehe. Serious!! >< well that's all I gonna blog! Nights!! (: byes~~
~yC~
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Friday, December 9, 2011.
1:35 AM
hi peeps.yes i'm blogging. HAHA.
this maybe the last place where i would update. hahaha.
yup, 7th december 2011 is the date that we got together.
this post is i guess for what i have to say the day before.
Well, I know both of us are from different backgrounds and we are not able to behave like how we are in front of our friends. But you gave us a chance to show that we are able to work things out eventually, and I would not waste that chance that you've given us. You know on Tuesday I was like really afraid, afraid that you would not want to accept it after I asked. But that's not the main point, I'm afraid that the whole thing would be disappointing to you. Sometimes, I don't know how to express my feelings too yknow. I know that sometimes I'm not sweet enough to you and maybe I can't do those stuffs that are really sweet but I will try my best and learn along the way. I can't promise you that you'll always be happy when you are with me but I can promise you that I will do anything that can make you happy. I know you meant the same for me too. Yup. Oh and yesterday, I walked pass the wishing ball that is thrown into the water for the New Year's Resolutions, and I wrote what wish I really want it to come through. And it is for both of us to be happy together. Ya it may seem that I'm useless that I can't say all this infront of you because I don't really know how to say it. Maybe I'm just too scared which I also don't know why. haha. Anyways, I really hope that you enjoy your day on 7th December. (:
that's all for tonight, nights.
byes~~ (:
~yC~
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Thursday, December 1, 2011.
1:58 AM
Hey peeps. Been sometime since I last blogged. Well things are getting quite busy for me lately and my family are sort of complain that I didn't spend much time with them but I can see that they are still supporting me in what I do which I really love them for. And for November, I guess I did not really ended as I expected but I didn't really expect anything. Well, at least there is a memorable moment in my November and well, I hope that you have one too. Which of course hopefully is with me la. haha. Anyways, time really flies. It's already December. I can briefly recall that last year this time, I'm still working. Guess this year's December is gonna be sort of different? I hope it'd be a special one. Haha. Hmm something I really wish for is that people better mean what they say and I don't know how to put it but ya I can say that I'm just jealous at times. But I trust you and I really mean it (: I'm sorry if I didn't really like trust or believe in you that time. I know you've been suffering a lot in ur heart for this past few months. I really do hope you can be genuinely happy. I know it's hard but I still wished for it.
我真的喜欢你! Well gonna end like that.
Nights everyone! (:
Byes~~~
~yC~
I'll be here for you (:
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Tuesday, November 22, 2011.
1:50 AM
hello!~gonna blog now. the time now on my laptop is 1.50am.
haha. hopefully tomorrow will be a good day. i mean today. hahaha.
today went for phy lecture in the morning, could've not went for that thing cause it's like a little useless. HAHA.
then after that went to LT4 for the Swiss cottage thingy. Helped out with the logistics team cause they like nobody to help them with.
after helping them, then went to the canteen to slack with geraldine and zoey. haha. crapped alot and then chun sing joined in. HAHA. now i know something more about chun sing. LOL.
after that went to raffles place there for the korean lesson. wa i like some of the grammer don't even know sia! stupid! HAHA. next week got test lei. how? i haven't even studied for my physics test tomorrow! HAHAHA. gg.com.sg.
oh and tomorrow got tuition too! damn. after korean class went to orchard in school half uniform! omg!! HAHAAHA. met charlene's cousin and niece. then after that went home. hahaha.
this week is gonna be a busy week, it will sure let me treasure more of the time we are going to have together. haha. i don't know how it would be during december. HAHA.
hmm think that's all? it's 1.57am already!! my neck is aching. LOL.
k la good morning!~~
byes!~~(:
~yC~
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